I had an abnormal pap in October of 2012. My gyno advised he had to perform a colposcopy biopsy. That was done January 2013. A week later I went back to get the results of the procedure. It was exactly what I feared. Cancer. Just went to go see a gynecological oncologist yesterday he thinks it's stage 1b2. I still have some test to be done to see if it has spread to my bladder or anus. I am terrified. The only thing that keeps me going is my 2 year old daughter. I don't wish this on anyone and I feel so terribly sad for those of you who get the choice of being a mother taken away from you. All this breaks my heart. Best of luck to all you lovely ladies.