WOW, All your stories are such an inspiration!! I have read so many of them. I just recently had a pap come back abnormal for the first time and so I had a colposcopy and then a LEEP 2 days ago. Im waiting for the results and Im so scared. Im only 29 and have no children and I am fearing the worst. I dont know how to be strong right now, Im trying. All your stories have made me feel that Im not in this alone so I thank you all!!!