I^m 28 year old diagnosed with stage 3 cervical cancer in December 2009. I am about 3 weeks post my chemo. and radiation therapy, and my oncologist and radiologist are very optimistic. So why can^t I share that feeling with them? I^m trying so hard to think positive but I^m so afraid that the scan will not show I^m in the clear, or even worse that it will show that I^m cancer free when I^m really not. I^m also constantly struggling with the fact that now I^m infertile, having symptoms of menopause, and afraid of recurrence. I have a great support system, but I feel so lonely, confused, and lost.