Eva Marie...I know how you feel.
25 yrs ago I was diagnosed with cervical dysplasia (can\^t recall what kind). I went thru cryosurgery, which didn\^t work, and then had to have a coposcopy. They had to take quite a chunk as I had a few spots, but it worked out OK. They did tell me I may never be able to hold a pregnancy...but I went on to have 2 beautiful daughters. It is the waiting and not knowing that is so hard.
Hang in there...you WILL be OK.