i wrote several days ago regarding my agonizing wait for the results of my colposcopy. this morning i received my results and i want to die... it came out severe dysplasia and i have to schedule for a leep/cone biopsy. it stillamazing how the nurses in the ob-gyn makes it appear that it is not something to be worried about. it is very confusing because when you get to the internet it is actually just one step away from cancer.i am very depressed right now. i feel like my days are numbered and i have two teenager kids who need me being a single mom. today i begin my journey like most of you had started. i hope to be as strong and hopeful as all of you are.