I was alone when I was struggling through cancer as well. I had my family but no \"spouse\" or boyfriend and let me tell you it was very difficult and lonely for me. That is why I started a blog www.cancerlost.blogspot.com. I wish I had found others like me when I was struggling to survive! On my blog I have links to chat rooms, articles, websites and other blogs all about cancer and cancer survivors.
I had 3B cervical cancer and it was VERY difficult. You need support and friends and I hope that I can be one for you.